I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
I really want to be a real blogger, to update my blog at least once a week. But access to the net block me to blog (another reason: i have no mood to blog). I want to blog cause I have millions of idea and stories to share. I sometimes hope that everything I think automatically writen in my blog draft. So, I only have to edit and walla, thousands of post!
large hips - acceptable
large bust -acceptable
large waist - no! no!
I can’t look ‘woman’ enough with a large tummy on my body (ugly curve!). I want to lose at least 2 inch circumference of my waist (yet, my waist can’t look flat but okay, sikit-sikit lama lama jadi bukit!)
To do so I need to:
1. Do jogging always!
I aim to jogging frequently this school holiday
2. Move my body!
Can’t sit infront of computer too much ^____^
3. Eat less carbohydrates
less rice! less rice! less deliciousfood…….. =(
4. get motivators!
from my family of course, definitely not from my friends
(they’ll laugh at me!)
5. And the most important thing is constant aim!!! constant work!!!
not like the previous GOFSE plan (’^_^) It stand for 3 days only!
Anyway, I’m going to have a mid-year exam this week. Gosh! It seems like yesterday is the first day of 2009 I enter the school!
I will have a scary mid-year exam this month. Very exited, afraid, hate-feeling and scare…
I must study smart for exam! I need to play less laptop ,play more book (book?)
I aim to get 5A, 5B this exam, do not aim high ^_______^
gambate!!
It’s like I’m picking up a miracle off the sidewalk
Like kitten in the box
Don’t contemplate yourself, you say
Cause you’re all you’ve got
I’m a — and pathetic
At the same time unlike you
Baby you’ve got no move
And you think I’m good at what I do
really hope she put a card in the present, wrote my name. I want my teacher to have a thought on me cause I paid large sum of money for the present. although I denied my heart say ‘it’s okay to me to be humble ,prophet Muhammad is very humble man, I must be like him’ but heay! my feeling will not forgot it and I afraid that everytime I meet her, I’ll hate her for that!
sounds like terlalu banyak assumption - what gurls always do.yet again, that was my assumption
You THINK your classmates didn’t like you much and look-low at you. You know it by your assumption. ‘N’ never treat you well since February but deep it your heart you know she is really treat every ’stranger’ like that. While the ‘childish’ group just want to tease you sometimes. Chinese mates seems to look low on you because your loosy-fat-noidea personality. Your ’she-is-really-nice’ friend is far too advance in everything compared to you (even your biology mark are higher than her..hehe)
Sometimes, you wonder, do they READ THIS BLOG!!?
Your good friends, are trying hard in co-curriculum and they put you in side where you are just their friend, not good one cause they keep from you many secrets that as a best friend, I should know.
Just copy from ’someone’ ahaks.
Now, I really hope some people will read and comment on my blog or at least post on shout box. I want reader, someone to read my masterpieces(oh please!) to motivate me to continue blogging because blogging is a beautiful thing. It can make you happy, sad, distinguish and all other feelings.
I start to ‘modified’ my blog but all the infomation about wordpress back on the year 2007 I almost forget. I also trying to find the way to backup my blog because bro Azmie somewhat gone!. His blog is really quite now and I’m really worried what had happenned to him and if, I mean if something happened to him and he cannot update the gempax.net domain name and server, my masterpiece, from the time where I was so noob and so naughty at the net will gone! Oh bro Azmie, where have you been!
Start DROLLING NOW!
urgh, I can’t find these in Muar. If there are, it will be too small for me(not suprising ’cause I’m XL!) and too expensive (my budget is around RM30 only, hehe)
Lately, I become really boring to study. Why? I think some of the reason is the exam week (which I have to read think books with less understanding and unexciting books) and my internet addiction . Currently, I addict to restoren siti and read the forum.
The title didn’t mean I want to stop studying (which is one of the top10 no-no for me), I just want a little motivation, inspirasion from someone.
My angau song lately, DAN SEBENARNYA
oh bulan
enggan melayan diriku lagi
pabila
air mata membasahi pipi
dan lagu2 di radio
seolah2 memerli aku
pabila
kau bersama yg lain
The lyric is so gorgeous, like shiloh
In a forum of a game, some dumb people always vent because of the smallest thing. And I ‘have’ to click and read it and become mad about it. I think I MUST vent about them!.