Behind my smile

 Just had kuey teow  for lunch, had about 2 serving. I <3 kuey teow especially  my mum cook it ! ^___^

1 bungkus kuew tiaw
1 biji bawang besar
3 ulas bawang putih
1/2 genggam udang kering
1 cawan cili boh
3 sudu gula
1/2 sudu garam
1 batang sawi
1 mangkuk taugeh
2 biji telur
3/4 cawan kicap manis
1 sudu sos tiram
udang
sedikit bawang kering

1. stimkan kuew tiaw untuk leraikannya
2. blender bawang besar, bawang putih dan udang kering dengan sedikit air
3. panaskan minyak, tumis bawang besar, bawang putih dan udang kering sehingga kering sedikit
4. tambah cili boh, gaul hingga kering sedikit
5. tambah gula dan garam
6. tambah telur, gaul
7. tambah kicap dan sos tiram
8. tambah udang
9. tambah telur dan gaul, tambah sedikit ajinomoto
10. tambah kuew tiaw sampai agak-agak masak bersama taugeh dan sawi
11. tambah bawang goreng
12. hidang bersama kicap(1/2 cawan) +cili api (1 biji) + limau kasturi (1 biji)
13. walah! siap untuk dimakan

  What you are looking for, in reality, is yourself

Recently I was very aspired by this lifestyle - minimalist lifestyle after reading several post by zen habits ». To be short, minimalist is about clutter-free, enjoy every second of our life and not to be fear of something new. I want to be a minimalist as I think it is very stress-free and  yet-challenging. Why challenging? It is because I love many belonging emotionally. For instance, it is hard for me to be away from my sentimental items such as old papers and cards that I received. Even though the stuffs is not make me feel happy and sometimes I felt unhappy with the memory, but it still hard to make changes. I planned to start to be a minimalist when I go somewhere else - university, matriculation , et cetera.

Recently, I did change a few things  around me:

• 1.       I decluttered  my room, even though there are several more things that I need to get rid off
• 2.       I decluttered my computer and RSS feed, which is heaven as  I begin to realize that most of blogs I subscribed is nowhere help me in life.

However, there are several more things that I need to improve in my lifestyle, (quite many actually):

• 1.       Stop downloading more ebooks. I will never had time to read them all. Ebooks from how to learn Microsoft Excel to To Kill a Mocking Bird start to hovering my documents folder. However, the books are awesome!
• 2.       Write more
• 3.       Learn how to stop eating too much
• 4.       Communicate more (with my family, further family, friends, strangers)
• 5.       Jog more

These blogs about minimalism is great! :

1.       Castles in the Air »

2.       RowdyKittens »

3.       mnmlist »

4.       zen habits »

Assalamualaikum,

Sebenarnya saya ada sebab kenapa saya hanya menulis entry-entry secara pendek-pendek sahaja. Sebabnya saya merupakan seorang yang short idea. Jika saya terfikirkan suatu perkara , saya akan dapat cakap perkara tu sahaja. saya tak boleh nak kembangkan idea tu atau relatekan dengan benda lain. Hal ini merupakan perkara yang paling menghalang saya daripada terus berblogging secara senyap-senyap dan maju aka blog yang tiada orang akan membacanya.Sememangnya, saya bukan penulis sejati. Saya hanya suka apabila mempunyai blog wordpress yang ‘cool’ dan saya boleh menconteng perkara-perkara yang tidak dapat diluahkan pada alam realiti. Saya sangat benci cemburu apabila melihat blogger lain yang bagus atau ‘biasa-biasa’ saja dapat menulis mengenai apa saja secara panjang-panjang sangat bagus dibaca. Saya mempunyai writer’s block mungkin. Saya akan mencari solusinya dengan Encik Google. Yeah! Ok, tata!

The title tells it all!!

Eventhough the most scarying exam is over, I still finding somethings, somewhere is wrong.First, I had been quite at the examination weeks. I felt that everyone must be hating me now, thought that I am ignorant person. Lorh, I look moody because it’s exam weeks.

Haha! I’ll talk later. (this is my ugly habit, I really into blogging but I get bored halfway . this is because of the beautiful world of internet! (-__-)

Today and yesterday, I didn’t attend school. ~weeeeee~ . Haha, it’s because I had some common cold. But it was yesterday, today, I am well, very well perhaps. I only had some stomache in this morning which is common for me but my woman instinct (ececeh) said that I better not go to school. Well, my so-called instict was wrong, I was okay throughtout the day.. hehehe… Furthermore, mum gave me the permission. so.. don’t blame me.. hehe…

Good luck to any imam muda terunggul ~~~

I do not understand..

.. why some people keep telling other people that they are wasting money on something that they do not like but other people like it because it is a very quality item.

.. why some people keep forward the hoax that really ridiculous and they do not know the thruth

.. why some people do not want something at the beginning but want it later - but use a third person to get want they want

.. why some people add me on facebook even they do not know me - just because we have some mutual friends and they even do not include a message to me

.. why some people (especially women) are really perfectionist and they urge other people to be as perfectionist as them.

I’m sure you think about these too..

People always said that I’m a really quite person. I was almost silent when they were hilariously chatting. So, I assume that they assumed me as a fat-nerdy-anti-social-untidy - uncreative girl (just read the bold ones) Not that I was ignorant or arrogant. I just hardy have something to talk to them. What I can say if they were talking about boys or their private activities. I hardly see a boy (about my age) and rarely talk to those XY chromosomes except for my family. I am also not a spontaneous person . I’m very carefully when chatting with someone and take some time to think what is the best thing to say. So, one need to have full understanding with my situation and have patience to communicate with me . Trust me, it worth it because I’m really a cheerful and funny person (praising myself- do not vomit) , not really just a fat-greasy face - girl. The conclusion is,I desperetaly need someone to talk to to build my social skills. =)

Don’t read if you don’t want to hear any useless rants and poor grammar

= homeworks suxx, -ag-ki-

=I have to finish my rode dream -suxx-

=I don’t have any time to do these especially ki =tuition  tonight

=I don’t want to submit it tomorrow -yeah!!

=spent freeking 20  skill points on stamina - suxx

=neutrogena not working anymore -suxx

=I want to cry now (*–____–*)

FINISHED, I don’t owe you anything if you still read my rants

tadi aku ada lah berangan sikit… aku jadi pelakon utama satu drama ni pastu ramai suke (walaupun ramai juga yang kutuk-kutuk) lepas tu fb aku pun ramailah orang friend request, aku tukar nama dan buat satu account untuk fans. pastu ada interview, bersama-sama remy. -faint-.

ok,ok,  pointless sesangat, jangan kutuk. huahua

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cuti-cuti ni aku ada 2 hobi baru, satu ialah photoshop muka orang jadi lawa tapi result tak de yang perfect sangat macam  pro. ada yang terlebih mekap, ade yang nampak pelik dan ade yang macam photoshoot untuk cerita twilight. tapi yang paling menjadi setakat ni ialah apabila aku berjayabuat muka satu doktor ni yang muka mashaallah, menakutkan become less scary. nanti bila ada masa aku upload lah masterpiece aku tu.

hobi yang kedua ialah mengehack strangers. aku hack orang yang tak dikenali punya yahoo mail sebab yahoo mail ni tak ketat macam gmail (hidup gmail!) tapi tak menjadi pun satu. ada 2 yang hampir menjadi. tapi aku tak tau nama tempat dia lahir dan nama sebenar dia. (walaupun banyak gila klu yang diberikan..) lepas tu, yahoo cakap aku dah tak boleh buat recover password lagi sebab mencurigakan perbuatan aku tu. aku freaked out , nasib baik dah boleh buat kerja mengehack ni lagi. aku ialah white-hat hacker okay!

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~SALAM AIDILADHA~

ya allah,

pelihara diriku daripada terpengaruh dengan perkara-perkara tak baik, jauhi diri aku dari mengumpat dan membenci orang lain, aku tak mahu dan hindari aku dari mengumpat cikgu cikgu dan rakan-rakan. Elakkan aku daripada dibenci orang lain. pelihara hatiku dari perkara kotor dan keji. aku tak nak lagi membenci mana-mana pihak yang tak bersala.

amin…

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aku tak tau lah hati diorang kalo diorang tak suka aku sebab aku baik dengan geng yang diorang tak suka. kebenarannya ialah aku baik dengan B (tapi dia-aku macam kawan biasa je =( ) dan classmates dengan yang lain. aku tak kesah kalau diorang nak gaduh ke apa ke tapi kalau sampai diorang dah diskriminasi aku (both pihak) that is not freaking right!

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kali terakhir aku *** ialah puasa lalu! lama seh dah tak.. aku takut aku tak normal.. atau ada apa-apa penyakit. ya allah, aku nak macam perempuan normal..

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tak sabarnya nak melancong.. nak shopping nak ambil gambar dan nak menikmatinya! tapi takut kat sana sejuk sangat sampai beku. kat cameron yang 15 ‘c pon aku dah menggigil inikan pula -10′c!. ya allah, kuatkanlah fizikal aku nak menempuhi keadaan yang gila sejuk itu.