Behind my smile

It’s like I’m picking up a miracle off the sidewalk
Like kitten in the box
Don’t contemplate yourself, you say
Cause you’re all you’ve got
I’m a — and pathetic
At the same time unlike you
Baby you’ve got no move
And you think I’m good at what I do

really hope she put a card in the present, wrote my name. I want my teacher to have a thought on me cause I paid large sum of money for the present. although I denied my heart say ‘it’s okay to me to be humble ,prophet Muhammad is very humble man, I must be like him’ but heay! my feeling will not forgot it and I afraid that everytime I meet her, I’ll hate her for that!